I think that's enough whining for now. We've been so silly at work this week. Janice and I had a "gunfight" with the scanner-guns before we turned them on our boss last night. Silliness abounds at Petsmart. :P~ I think I might go out tonight. I hope I can find someone willing to go with me. Maybe Muffin, Kristen, Marianne, or someone could be convinced to go to a movie or something. yay! Movies are great. I do so love movies. I don't have to have a theater with staduim seats or a big screen. I am just as happy with a smaller screen and auditorium seats. ^_^ I'm gonna go see if I can find some form of food. ja!
Kendiefox!
"I'm not the one who broke you. I'm not the one you should fear."
Fox's Den
Tuesday, March 12, 2002, 10:43 a.m.
Hey! I can finally update at home! ^_^ Yay! I'm just happy to be back online at home. It's finally Spring Break, and I am so glad it's here. Yesterday, Kay, Marianne, and I went to Pearl River for some really good chinese for lunch. Then we watched American Beauty since they haven't seen it, and Corrigan showed up to watch it with us. No major plans for me today. I work from four to close, but other than that, I think I'm just going to be a lump. I have a major case of writer's block on my novel, so I write on other things. I think I'm beginning to get an idea about how I want to present my ideas, but it's still all tentative. meh..... I kinda hope I can finally TALK to all those people I tried to call yesterday, but it's all good. I go now. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"The best way to hide a red fish is in a pond full of other red fish."
Fox's Den
Friday, March 8, 2002, 12:41 p.m.
Well, I've certainly been busy. I moved last weekend, and have been superbusy since. Just stupid school stuff, and work, and spending times wth friends. Anyway, I'm updating in Buisness Multimedia class. Which is technically not allowed, but we have a sub, and the boyos are keeping him busy. As long as I look like I'm working, I should be good. Still, it's best to keep this short. I go now. He's making laps around the room and geting mad at people he thinks aren't working.
Kendiefox!
"TRIBES forever!"
Fox's Den
Friday, February 15, 2002, 01:04 p.m.
Woo! I’m finally getting my first chapter of my novel typed! This makes me a happy fox! ^_^ I’m in computer class again. -__-;;; I almost never have time to get online except when I’m in this class. eeehhh… I have to work tonight, but I dun wanna go. Oh well, it’s either go and get my check or call in and not get my check until Sunday. I think I’ll just go to work. It’s a Friday in rodeo season, it will probably be fairly dead. Which is fine with me. It means I get to get paid for doing nothing but standing at my register. Cool. Well, back to my novel. Ja!
Kendiefox!
“I don’t want to grow up. I’m a Toy’s R Us kid.”
Fox's Den
Thursday, February 14, 2002, 03:38 p.m.
Happy Valentine's Day! ^_^ Kind of a crappy day, but it perked up after lunch. I got to sleep in computer class, and we had a pizza party in Creative Writing, so that was cool. Lemme see, not a whole lot really happened that I want to talk about here since I last posted. I'm either boring or I'm taking these things too personally. I think Kev and I are going to dinner or something tonight. That could be cool. ^_^ OH! I kissed Kevin on Tuesday. Just felt like it, so I did. *blush* Jonathan keeps bugging me, telling me to ask Kevin out, but I want him to ask me out. I don't like asking guys out. It makes me feel all cheap and dirty. Well, not really, but I don't like it. Oh well. I go find something to do. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"...and they'll eat your fresh right of your bones!" (Kristen)
Fox's Den
Friday, February 1, 2002, 01:08 p.m.
Woo! Writing in class.... -__-;; Junners is going to Ushicon today immediately after school. Weeeee!! I hope she remembers to buy me a pin. I forgot my money to give to her, but I'll pay her back when she gets back. Tonight and tomorrow night, I'm going to go see Showstoppers. That is such a fun show! It's the entire choir, all six million students, doing fun songs, and solos, and group stuff. It's really cool. Urm... I have to work tomorrow, but I should have plenty of time to get home from work, shower, and get up to the school in time to see the whole thing. ^_^ Much funness! I go now. Ja ne!
Kendiefox!
"We love master paging in Mrs. Post's class."
Fox's Den
Monday, January 21, 2002, 12:32 p.m.
Woo. I've been busy recently. Trying to readjust to school and work. That left little time for my beloved internet. ;_; Weird thing, though. I didn't go through withdrawls and I didn't really miss it all that much. You would think I would have missed it after two weeks, but I didn't. I am Assistant Design Editor for the Literary Magazine. ^_^ *much rejoicing* I think that's cause for rejoicing, anyway. -__-;;; That's pretty much all I have done since school started. School and work have drained me, and I caught a cold. Pretty bad head cold, but nothing bad enough to stop me from doing anything. Stuffy, drainage, cough, and blocked ears. Eh... I so rarely get sick that this feels like death. Well, I so rarely feel worse than what I consider normal, that this feels like death. I'll live, though. :P~ I must go now. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"doko wa koko?"
Fox's Den
Monday, January 7, 2002, 07:38 p.m.
Hey all! I am not dead, nor am I in the throes of a dark, evil depression anymore. Suffice to say that I was simply PMSing. ^_~ I've been working a hell of a lot. Not really, it just feels that way. I go back to school tomorrow, so I trade in the boredom of sitting at home for the boredom of sitting in a classroom. -__-;; I read a few books recently. I need to speak with Kristen about borrowing the last book in the trilogy I'm currently reading. I read the first two in a day each. I don't just read through the books, either. I actually become so absorbed in the books that I've caught myself making faces to show the emotion of the characters, even laughing out loud at some things. When I read the first book, I nearly got sent to the nurse's office because of something I read. It was a bit.... twisted. A weak word, but I dun wanna give it away. I go now. I should be getting all my stuff ready for school tomorrow. *puke* (even that won't get me out of school tomorrow.) Ja!
Kendiefox!
"My sweet prince. You are.... the one."
Fox's Den
Sunday, December 30, 2001, 08:21 p.m.
I do so love it when my friends automatically exclude me. M-chan and Kay are going out this weekend to a club-type place, and I was automatically left out because they didn't think I'd like those social events. -__-;;; Whatever. You can think whatever you want about me, but I might like to try something new and different every once in a while. I might actually enjoy myself. But am I even allowed an invite? no. I told Kay that I had off for her birthday, and she just sat there. This is supposed to be a good thing, and she sits there like it's just normal for me to have a Friday off. It's not, and I might like SOMEONE to be happy! People always tell me to smile, well maybe I'd like to see someone smile for ME. Yes, I'm being selfish. I want someone to be happy that I'm around, happy that I even exist on this planet. And all I get is silence from those who are supposed to love me. Screw that and screw them! I'll find something to do this weekend. Maybe I'll call up Joey and see if he's getting drunk at a redneck party and if I can join him. Who knows? Maybe I'll like it. no... I don't want that. That's too self-destructive. I just want to hang out with friends, do something with my friends. Get an SO. I want someone to be happy that I'm near them. I'm just a boring nerd. How can I expect anyone to want to be with me when I have no conversational skills, and very little else to offer? People say I'm pretty, but I think they're seeing what they want to see. I go wallow in self-misery now.
Kendiefox!
"I'm a dream, a libertine."
Fox's Den
Sunday, December 30, 2001, 08:56 a.m.
Yesss..... *evil smirk*
You're the epitome of insane. Either you're very smart, or you're too damn stupid. The world is your playground, and everything -- and everyone -- in it is a toy for you to play with. People should be scared of you, but because you're so affable, they aren't. Tough for them.
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I have to go to work in about an hour, so I go now to get ready. Ja! :P~
Kendiefox
"Can you stand on your head?"
Fox's Den
Tuesday, December 25, 2001, 07:52 p.m.
yeah, woo. Christmas... I didn't get very much, and what little I did get was just average. -__-;;; And it seems that all of my friends got cool stuff. I hate these holidays. Michaela and I can bitch to each other later about how little we got for Christmas. *half-hearted smile* I was supposed to go out of town until Thursday, but I couldn't go. I lost a contact this morning, and my glasses aren't good enough for me to even leave the house, much less visit my relatives. So, Dad got pissed and left without me. I should get my contact by Friday, and I think Mom and I are going to get me new glasses tomorrow. I want to just crawl into a little hole and wait for school to start again so that I don't have to listen to all of my friends' happiness over their wonderful family Christmasses. I didn't even get to go to midnight service last night because mom has the flu. This is about my worst Christmas on memory. It hasn't felt like Christmas at all. It's only 8, but I want to go to bed so this day can be over with. ;-; No one is online, not that anyone wants to talk to me. Even Junners just barely tolerates me when I'm like this, and I know it. I thank her for it, but that doesn't make anyone call me, or even send me a Christmas email. What did I expect? Actual affection from my friends other than Jess and Kay? What a joke. Most of the time, I think they only put up with me becauase they've known me so long. I know that Kay would be just fine without me, and I barely see Jess-chan as it is. She would probably be better off without me hanging around, bothering her. I've sunk into a self-loathing rant, and I'll go. Maybe I'll take a nice hot bath and go to bed early. At least then no one would have to listen to me rant about "how horrible my life is and how no one loves me" yet again. I could kick myself for this, but that might leave a bruise, and Marianne will have none of that.
Kendiefox
"hikari no yami"
Fox's Den
Monday, December 24, 2001, 08:20 a.m.
Sorry about the long wait, but I don't have to be in until 11, and I'm up now. I'm working five days in a row including today. And I get to close four out of the five. wuu. Whatever. Petsmart is okay, it doesn't suck as far as a place to work goes. :P~ I work 11-7 today, then I dun hafta go in 'till Friday. ^_^ That makes me smile and get through today on very little sleep. I got Blood and Gold!!!! John got me Blood and Gold, the newest Anne Rice vampire novel, for Christmas! ^_^ And he got me an artbook by Masamune Shirow. ^_^ Very cool. Those are another reason to work hard and hope time flies at work. I want to read! :P~ I go eat and shower and stuff. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"'Cause D is soooooo sexy!"
Fox's Den
Tuesday, December 18, 2001, 07:42 p.m.
I am the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. ^_^ I go in to work Thursday, 2 to close. ^_^ I am a very happy fox. But also a very sad fox. Kristen called while I was training at Petsmart today, but to talk to mom, not me. Everyone loves my mom, and I think she's the greatest! It still kinda hurts when my friends call to talk to mom when they never call for me. I might go up to school tomorrow for the second period final because EJ has a drama party that period that I can go to. I dunno. I feel very left out and unloved this week, and it's only Tuesday! Things have GOT to get better, right? I go now. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"HALLO! My name is Inigo Montoya. You killed my father. Prepare to die."
Fox's Den
Saturday, December 15, 2001, 11:23 a.m.
I have a job!!! ^_^ Woo! I am supposed to get a call sometime today telling me when to come in tomorrow to fill out paperwork and start training. My first day of actual work on the register should be Thursday. ^_^ I am very happy that I finally have a job. Other than that, the redneck party was cancelled, so Denver and I are going to go out tonight. If her ever calls for directions, that is. :P~ Boredom sets in. I hate being bored!! *growl* I read a new book. 412 pages in less than 24 hours! Woo. -__-;; All I did yesterday at school was read the book. It was SO GOOD. I want the second book in the trilogy now. ;__; Mom tried to remove my reading privledges because all I did was read at school. It's not like I had anything better to do. I took a test in Gov, and got the final review, and didn't read for half of Buisness Multimedia so I could review. Ehh.... I go shower now. Ja!
Kendiefox!
"Oh yee of little faith. Want a cookie?"
Fox's Den
Wednesday, December 12, 2001, 02:10 p.m.
I'm at school, and therefore, this is illegal. Woo. I'm all bored, but I get to go to Poetry Club after school today. I'm going to read a poem I wrote when I was depressed and stressed, so I'm kinda nervous. I apparently have a date this weekend. Joey has hooked me up with a friend of his, and it just happens to be Denver's birthday this weekend. So, I'm gonna go hang out at the redneck party Saturday. Ehhh. Other than that, I have nothing going this weekend that I can think of at this time. Oh, my! My social calnedar is just SO crowded. *sarcasm, sarcasm* I go now before Mrs. Jenkins decides to wander this way. Ja!
Kendie-fox!
"I do love nothing in the world so well as you."
Fox's Den
